It’s been a month since I have let anyone know what’s going on with me and how I’m feeling. No one asks - and if they do, it’s to be polite. As soon as I say “pretty good” [pause], my “friends” go on about themselves and ask for my advice and help. They say I’m such a great friend and they don’t know what they’d do without me. I’ll answer that for them…they’d find someone else to complain and vent to. But I allow this to go on. It’s really hard living in my own mind with my skewed thoughts stirring, making me convinced no one cares. I am so hurt, frustrated, lost and feel worthless. It’s exhausting feeling this way.
(Source: blogsecret)
